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I Am Alone

By Linda Leedy Schneider

PROMPT — What is Love?

I am naked in my own house now.

Once I lived on a wide river with a man,

my husband of over 50 years. We often

ran naked from bedroom to kitchen,

unencumbered by clothing or convention.

We sometimes ate scrambled eggs and toast

from white plates, watched the blackbirds

that nested in our apple trees.

Now I am naked in my own house.

Maple trees outside my windows

shield me from neighbors' eyes. Blackbirds

still nest in my trees. I move from my bedroom

through the new blue hallway

to my laundry room, gather sheets

fresh from the dryer, hold them to my breasts,

nestle my head in their warmth.

O, I know, it's not the embrace

my body remembers, but it is something.

I am still somebody.

I press my naked self to the window pane.

It is cold, smooth, unyielding. It reminds me

that I am alone in my own house.

I return to my bed, cover myself

with the new comforter.


Nothing here

has ever touched

my dead husband's body


except me.

 

Linda Leedy Schneider, a psychotherapist in private practice and a poetry mentor who was awarded The Contemporary American Poetry Prize by Chicago Poetry, has written six collections of poetry including Through My Window: Poetry of a Psychotherapist and edited two poetry anthologies, Poems From 84th Street and Mentor’s Bouquet. Linda founded and leads The Manhattan Writing Workshop. She also teaches poetry workshops for The International Women's Writing Guild's Summer Conferences. Linda believes in the healing power of writing and reading poetry. Linda writes from Grand Rapids, Michigan.

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